Thursday, September 11, 2008

Book by Karen Kingsbury

Mimi checked this book out of the church library. The title caught my
attention and I asked to borrow it. It really makes one emotional!
Below are the words from Karen Kingsbury's book............................



LET ME HOLD YOU LONGER Karen Kingsbury

Long ago you came to me.,
a miracle of firsts;
First smiles and teeth and baby steps,
a sunbeam on the burst.
But one day you will move away
and leave to me your past,
And I will be left thinking of
a lifetime of your lasts…

The last time that I held a bottle
to your baby lips.
The last time I lifted you
and held you on my hip.
The last night when you woke up crying,
needing to be walked,
When last you crawled up with your blanket,
wanting to be rocked.

The last time when you ran to me,
still small enough to hold.
The last time that you said you’d marry
me when you grew old.
Precious, simple moments and
bright flashes from your past—
Would I have held on longer if
I’d known they were your last?

Our last adventure in the park,
your final midday nap.
The last time when you wore your favorite
faded baseball cap.
Your last few hours of kindergarten,
those last days of first grade,
Your last at bat in Little League,
last colored picture made.

I never said good-bye to all
your yesterdays long passed.
So what about tomorrow—
will I recognize your lasts?
The last time that you catch a frog
in that old backyard pond.
The last time that you run barefoot
across our fresh-cut lawn.
Silly, scattered images
will represent your past.
I keep on taking pictures,
never quite sure of your lasts…..

The last time that I comb your hair
or stop a pillow fight.
The last time that I pray with you
and tuck you in at night.
The last time when we cuddle
with a book, just me and you.
The last time you jump in our bed
and sleep between us two.

The last piano lesson,
last vacation to the lake.
Your last few weeks of middle school,
last soccer goal you make.
I look ahead and dream of days
that haven’t come to pass.
But as I do, I sometimes miss
today’s sweet precious lasts…

The last time that I help you with
a math or spelling test.
The last time when I shout that yes,
your room is still a mess.
The last time that you need me for
a ride from here to there.
The last time that you spend the night
with your old tattered bear.

My life keeps moving faster,
stealing precious days that pass.
I want to hold on longer---
want to recognize your lasts…

The last time that you need my help
with the details of a dance.
The last time that you ask me for
advice about romance.
The last time that you talk to me
about your hopes and dreams.
The last time that you wear a jersey
for your high school team.

I’ve watched you grow and barely noticed
seasons as they pass.
If I could freeze the hands of time,
I’d hold on to your lasts.

For come some bright fall morning,
you’ll be going far away.
College life will beckon
in a brilliant sort of way.
One last hug, one last good-bye,
one quick and hurried kiss.
One last time to understand
just how much you’ll be missed.
I’ll watch you leave and think how fast
our time together passed.

Let me hold on longer, God,
to every precious last.


3 comments:

Bekki said...

First things first - Karen Kingsbury is my FAVORITE Christian Fiction writer.
Second thing - my momma read that when she was in our WBS class and put it down after the first page with eyes full of tears.

Sweet book!

Anonymous said...

I was listening to Mrs. Kingsbury on the radio this morning and she recited "Let Me Hold You Longer" and it really brought the water works on. When I got home I googled the poem and your blog page came up. So I just thought I'd let you know that I feel you completly when you said it makes one emotional. I HAD to place it on myspace blog. lol

amay said...

I'm 15 years old. My mom is a radio dj on moody broadcast. Mrs. Kingsbury came this evening to speak at a banquet. She read this poem and at first I wasn't really paying super close attentionto who it was about, but then my friend told me it was for when a child moves out of the house. It really hit home, to my mom. I'll be driving soon and in 2 years, I'll be going off to college. This poem/lullaby is basically my life. I bawl every time I get to the part where it says "drive you here and there... And wear your last jersey for your high school team(I'm pretty big into my sports). my mom(&dad) do all that. And I love them so much! Sure there will be lasts. But there will be beginnings too. And I want to remember this when I'm all grown up one day too.thanks! Loved it